I know, I’m writing again so soon after being away for almost two weeks. But seriously~at least try not to be too surprised. Lol… Since my lil absence, it’s like I rediscovered writing here all over again and I have quite a few subjects in my head that I want to write about~which is a good thing.

This entry though, is really just to say hi and to tell you that I’ll be available and taking calls tonight. I think~don’t quote me on it, cause I’m still in “baby steps” mode, lol… Anyway, I think I’m actually getting a handle on my time issues. It’s not even Midnight and I’m going to be logged on shortly… I was logged on super late on Saturday, with only a couple quick online shopping breaks..lol… AND even though I was out drinking with Amanda last night till like 4 am, I still managed to wake up at a decent time and do my workout.

So. Like I said…I’m working on it. *Giggles* I also have a new project I’m working on, but I don’t want to show it to you guys until I have it all finished. Hopefully in the next week, I’ll get the rest of the new stuff added so you can check it out and tell me what you think.

And I guess that’s it! If you’ve been missing me…or if you had a hard time getting through on Saturday night cause my line was always busy…lol… Call me tongiht! I’ll be available and taking calls on Niteflirt from 1:30 ish until 4 or 5am ish. (And yes, I do realize I have favorite callers to mention… I’ll catch up with that in the next few days.)

Remember, tomorrow’s my Princess Day, so if you don’t catch me tonight, look for me on Wednesday after 11pm. Bye for now!

I always have such high hopes for myself when it comes to my plans, you know? I don’t know if I even want to call them plans….they’re more like promises. Promises I make to myself. Like…I promise myself that I’m going to go to bed at a decent time so I can wake up and get my workout in before it’s too late in the day. Or…that I’ll remember the stuff that’s undone on my lil to do list, so I can feel all productive and happy that I’m finishing what I start. I could go on and on here, but the majority of the promises I make to myself~and to other people, even though I try not to make promises to other people too often cause if I can’t keep the ones I make to myself, how well am I really going to do with someone else, right? *Giggles*

Anyway, yeah…the ones I make to myself usually have to with time. You know, my lil procrastination habit? I swear, it’s so hard!! And I know you’re probably sick of hearing about it by now, cause I mention it every other post and I never seem to be able to do anything about it. *Sighs* But I mean it! It really is hard! That’s one of the double edged swords that goes along with being a phone sex girl… I get to make my own hours and be the only one in charge, but me being in charge probably isn’t the most productive thing in the whole world. Like, imagine if your boss let you wear pajamas all day long, and let you drink champagne while you did your stuff, and thought it was a GREAT idea for you to stop in the middle of any particular task to hop online to start shopping for bubble bath and shoes. LOL! You’d never get anything done on time either. *Sighs again*

So. In case you hadn’t noticed, this is yet another post about time. Not exactly how you think it’s going to be, though…. I mean yeah~I stayed up way too late again last night. So of course I slept in late. And then I wanted to watch “The L Word” before I went for my walk, and then I decided to take a nap before I showered and shaved my tight lil pussy and logged onto Niteflirt….

Even though all of this is me kinda trying to explain why it’s after 3am EST and I’m still on alerts? All of that is just the after. The FUN part, is explaining the before! And honestly, it’s still so fucking HOT thinking about it that I’m tempted to save tgis post, run to my bedroom, and make myself cum before I come back and finish writing. *Giggles* However, in the interest of trying to fight my procrastination habit…I’m going to kep going. But just so you know.

Anyway. Most of last night was a normal night for me. Well, as normal as yummy phone sex calls and looking at porn on the computer can be, I guess…lol… But towards the end of my night, I got a couple of calls that um…yeah. I should just go ahead and tell you about them now, otherwise I’ll be trying to explain it with vague adjectives forever. Lol….

K. First, a very yummy roleplay call. But not just any roleplay. A submissive roleplay. Which as you should all know by now, I really just don’t do anymore. But apparently, I had made a promise to this particular gentleman that I would submit and do what I was told “next time”….and this was next time. I like to keep my promises when I make them, so I went along with it even though I really didn’t want to. And surprisingly….after about 5 minutes of apprehension? OMG was it SO fucking HOT!! Watching my friend get fucked by 2 guys…and then being denied the pleasure of watching. Being dragged into another room, so I could get fucked by 2 guys, my sweet lil mouth on both of their cocks and listening to my friend screaming in the other room. Being held down and begging for cum all over my face and down my throat… Seriously. SERIOUSLY yummy! I came like 3 times all over my fingers and my favorite huge vibrator… I’m attributing it more to his skill than to my latent submissive desires~so son’t get any ideas about dom-ing me, guys! But yeah. It was hot. (Thanks again for the yummy call, JMan…. I hope you enjoyed that as much as I did. )

And then like, immediately afterwards, My pussy boy called. We’ve been talking a lot over the past couple of weeks, pretty much every day as usual…. But I haven’t been taking the convos to a sexual place. Mostly cause I didn’t think he deserved it, but also cause…. Wait. It was all cause I didn’t think he deserved it. *Giggles* Anyway…we talked for hours and hours last night/this morning. By the tail end, I think it was like 6 or 7 in the morning… Honestly, I can’t remember what he said, but whatever it was, it was seriously making me wet. Like so wet I had to go back to my bed and take my panties off so I could touch my clit while I talked to him.

He started begging me to get out my vibrator, I told him no but then I finally relented, and then I got this awesome idea! I thought, “What if…I let him stroke but I put conditions on it? What if…I set him up to fail?” Yeah, it was my evil side thinking, but it was making my pussy wet, so I went with it. So sue me. Anyway, so I did. I let him stroke, and I guided the stroking….telling him how to touch and when to touch and when to stop, and then, I offered him a choice.

Choice #1:Cum if you want to…tell me you want to fuck me if you want to…but if you’re so weak that you give in, you’re admitting that you know that you’re not a REAL man. You’re telling me that you’re so weak that you can’t stand it. And if you choose to do this, know that you’ll never have access to my pussy again. Fuck me now, and make it the last time you ever do. After this, it’s the end. Finito. Forever. OR…

Choice #2: Resist. Don’t cum until I give you permission and prove that you’re a REAL man. Hold out and leave yourself the possiblity of maybe having pussy again one day in your life.

Of course, I’m taunting and offering him my pussy every other minute. And of course, he could hear me playing with my favorite vibrator in the background. *Smiles* I couldn’t help it! I HAD to get off! Like, I felt like it was real pussy power in it’s true literal sense! Like hearing him beg…and I kept saying no….and like, desperately trying to hold onto his last shred of alpha male? OMG I came so many times. I mean it! I made him wait so long while I was cumming over and over that he was most likely dying on the other end of the phone. But I didn’t care! Really, I didn’t. Actually….I liked it. Lol….

So yeah, he held out till I gave permission. I odn’t know how he lasted that long, but he did. Total tease and denial just for my enjoyment, and I couldn’t break him. Who would’ve thought that pussy boy could actually make me cum without fucking it up like he always does? Lol… I can’t say he’s a REAL man necessarily…even though he wants me to… *Grins* But he totally gets points for trying so hard, so it’s all good. AND he gets points for all the yummy cash treats while I was teasing him…lol….

And after! I had to make myself cum a few more times after… So many times that I made my clit SO sensitive that I could barely even touch it. Couldn’t touch it at all, actually. Lol…. So I slept in late, overslept, made my whole day all off schedule, and that’s what happened. And now it’s come full circle, cause pussy boy is on the phone and I’m going to have to close this now so I can give him my undivided attention.

Here’s some favorite feedback before I go… This one’s from my Pussy Lover, and you can also read it on my Anything Goes Listing:

Kylie is sweet as honey, I just love talking with her. She really does want to get to know what you like, what makes you hard, what makes you get off good. Kylie and I talked about what really makes us hot, and our fantasies, and what we deep down really wanted to do. It was so pleasurable. Her voice can sound so sweet and innocent, even more than some 18 yr olds on NF. Yet she is not offended by nasty taboo subjects, and hearing that voice speak those un-speakable things - WOW!

I’ll be available and taking calls after I’m done teasing him…I’ll probably be up till 7 or 8am EST. So call me tonight! If you don’t catch me tonight, look for me Saturday night after 11pm EST. Bye for now!

WOW. Seriously! I can’t believe it’s been almost 2 whole weeks since I last wrote! I mean, I knew I wasn’t really feeling the whole blogging thing for a while…. And I definitely knew that since I have so much going on, and I always seem to be running late these days, that my schedule had been a little…difficult. *Smiles* But I honestly had NO idea that I’d been away this long!

Didn’t mean to, wish I hadn’t been, and I’m really, really sorry, guys! Hopefully you’ve missed reading my lil blog…cause I think I’m done with my little hiatus…lol… It’s already pretty late tonight (just after Midnight), so I’m going to save all my catching up for tomorrow. Well, technically, it will be later tonight. Thursday. Grr! You know what I mean!

I’ll be available and taking calls shortly, from 12:30 or 1am-ish till 4:30 or 5-ish EST. So call me tonight! If you don’t catch me tonight, look for me tomorrow after 11:30pm or so. Bye for now!

I wanted to call this post “Oops, I did it again”, as that’s a little more appropriate, and you know how I love my Britney! But I think I already used that title sometime last year…and I’d hate to be redundant or anything. *Giggles* So yeah…you only get half of it. Same difference though, now that I explained why, right?

Anyway. When I say, “It”, I mean staying up way too late on a night I’m not supposed to. And I don’t know why I always do this!! I’ve done some thinking on it…usually the thinking part happens the day after, when I’m super tired and wanting to stay curled up in bed until the sun goes down again…lol… But yeah. My final analysis is that I still have this lil rebel inside me that screams, “It’s not that late! If you still feel like cumming, you should stay up! Yeah, no worries! 5 hours of sleep is fine!! Totally! Just stay up and keep having fun playing and we’ll deal with it tomorrow.”

And in case you wondered….that lil rebel is the same voice that told me it was a good idea to start getting drunk in high school…and that it was a good idea to fuck anyone I wanted, even though I’d probably be called a slut…lol… Yes. THAT lil voice. *Giggles* I usually kinda like what “she” has to say, but quite often, “her” ideas end up getting me into trouble. Like today. Or yesterday, rather, cause for me it’s still Thursday night.

I stayed up taking calls till almost 9am Thursday morning…and I’m SO not supposed to!! I know, it sounds like a great idea to you, cause you’re always happy to get ahold of me whenever you see me online. But for me, on a night before I actually have to wake up and start doing stuff sometime before sundown? Ummm….no. Doesn’t work. It never works! And still I listen to that lil rebel every single fucking time! *Sighs* And as a result, I slept in super late today, procrastinated my work out, didn’t even get out to the pc till about 11pm, and only logged onto alerts at almost 2am. (I know, I know! I’m a very bad lil girl! I just can’t help it sometimes…)

So now it’s after 3am EST, and I’m about to turn off alerts and be completely available to take calls. I’m sure most of you are in bed by now, so you won’t be reading this till tomorrow (Friday) when I will NOT be on at all. *Pouts* I just wanted to take a minute to tell you (and myself!) that the ONLY nights that I can be up super late from this point forward, are Thursdays and Saturdays. I mean it! I’m really going to try to stick to it from now on! Lol…

Really. I am. I’m like seriously writing a note to myself on my desk blotter to remind myself.

So….if you tried to reach me tonight and couldn’t get through, I’m really sorry. If you’ve emailed and haven’t gotten a response, I’m sorry for that, too! And I promise…I’m really going to try to get a handle on this whole “Princess Rest” thing, so I can be available when I’m supposed to be.

*Whew* Rant over! And I’m logging on now. So call me if you’re still up…. Well, wait. Call me as long as you’re not into gagging blow jobs. LOL! I’m horny for absolutely everything else, but gagging blowjobs I just can’t do tonight. I’m in more of a gfe phone sex, cuckold phone sex, barely legal but sweet phone sex type of mood. *Giggles* Or even just chatting…I’m totally up for that too! Just no gagging. Pretty please? (Seriously. Please?) Lol…

Bye for now!

PS Happy 4th!! I hope you guys have a great one!

OMG am I SO loving this show!! Have you seen it yet? Please tell me you have! If you really truly haven’t, then I suppose I’ll forgive you…for now!! Cause it is on Showtime, and I know not everyone does the premium cable thing, so if that’s the case with you…I understand. BUT. If you DO have Showtime, and you just haven’t gotten around to watching it yet??? OMG you SO really have to do it. Soon. NOW!! *Giggles* (I mean it, though.)

I’m sure you could tell from the title, that it’s kind of a hooker show. I probably shouldn’t be so careless tossing around that word… “Hooker”, I mean… Cause I obviously realize what kind of stigma is attached to it. It’s just…I don’t know. I just feel like now, (and even back when I was still an escort, I felt the same way) that “hooker” is kind of a slang word that means excatly what it says. You know?

Like, I’m sure every janitor would rather be known as a sanitation engineer, but we all call them janitors. Right? Janitor means janitor, and when we say it, we don’t mean anything negative by it. We’re just using the easiest word that describes what it is. Lol… Maybe it bothers me less cause I was never actually a “street hooker”. Or maybe I just like the dirty/sexy feeling of it…the way it feels in my mouth when I say it. *Blushes* Honestly, the only word I ever had a problem with during my escort phase is the word, “whore”. And even that, I only have a problem with if I’m your escort for the night. (It just makes me feel so dirty, you know? In a bad way.) Strange, cause I like being called a phone sex whore just fine. *Giggles*

Anyway, I digress, as usual. If you haven’t seen this show, it’s called, Secret Diary of a Call Girl, and it’s on Showime on Monday nights. It’s all about a very VIP escort in London, and even though it’s only 30 minutes long? I love love love it to death!! How could I not…it’s all about call girls!!??!! *Grins* The reason why I bring it up though~well, besides the fact that I wanted to tell you about it~is because: Even though I absolutely love the show to death, the main character has some serious…cynicism….going on about the whole call girl profession. I mean, I like her, I LOVE the show, but I have some serious qualms about a few things that are mentioned/described/played out.

So. Since I feel like I have to share, here it is: My “secret diary”, also known as “myths debunked”, of your average call girl. Lol! Here we go. Sorry in advance if it’s TMI.

1: Call girls do NOT hang out in packs. They don’t get together for weekly meetings with the “boss” (I only worked for an agency once, but not only did we not do that, no one else I know who worked elsewhere did either.) We didn’t discuss earnings, we didn’t discuss clients, we didn’t get all dressed up and have lunch at some chic little lunch spot. (This was in the show.)

JSYK, it’s very common for escorts to be friends. Or rather…acquaintances. It’s common for them to share information about assholes who like to hit girls, or leave without paying, or pay with counterfeit money. (The first two never happened to me, the last one did once. But I remember lots of times, getting calls or emails from other girls I didn’t know very well, warning me off particular guys and telling me details.) Anyway…getting together and being all friendly and networking? Uh uh. Doesn’t happen. I actually laughed out loud when they showed that!

2. Call girls do NOT usually keep their “job” secret from everyone they know. Maybe from parents and family, but not from close friends. And in general, they’re not ashamed of what they do. Why would you want to do that anyway? I mean yes~keep it secret from those who might judge you unfairly, but to keep it from everyone? If you’re that ashamed about it, how can you have fun when you’re fucking for money? How can you stand to keep doing it if you’re that embarrassed? Answer: you can’t. At least I can’t. So yeah…that part bugged me too. I think the same applies to phone sex…actually….

3. Last, and most importantly…. contrary to popular belief, call girls really DO cum. At least…IMO….the good ones do! *Blushes* It’s not something they do with everyone….and it’s not something that happens every single time… But it most definitely does happen! Thinking that there’s some unspoken “rule” that says they’re not allowed? NO. Lol… If you ever get an escort who doesn’t? Keep looking till you find one who does… I promise, they’re out there.

Anyway. I feel like I have to give a couple of disclaimers now…. First, this was purely an academic discussion! Yes, I used to escort, but I don’t anymore, so don’t ask just because you read this post and liked it! *Smiles* I do still LOVE escort/call girl roleplays, but that’s about it. Second, there are plenty of things in that show that are very, very true. I’m not going to tell you which ones of course… Maybe you can watch the show for yourself to find out? Lol… Suffice it to say, that I still seriously identify with escorts. In a good way. *Blushes* And hey~I’m kinda still a “call girl”, don’t you think? The only difference is, I take phone calls now, instead of paying actual calls on guys. Lol…. And to be honest…now that I’m rereading to spell check and all that? I think all of the above applies to phone sex girls, too! At least to me as a phone sex girl, it does.

Anyway. This post wasn’t supposed to be this long, and now it’s super late, and I’m supposed to be taking calls on Niteflirt already. (I’m late again, I know, I know. *Frowns*) It’s almost 3am EST, and I’m only on alerts! But I’m going to log on here pretty shortly, after that I should be available and taking calls till 5 or 6am or so, EST. So call me tonight! Let’s see if I have favorite feedback to share before I go…

This one’s from my DarkSoul, and you can also read it on my Anything Goes Listing:

Sorry it took so long for me to write your feedback Kylie–but you know I always do. I caught her on when I wasn’t expecting her, and we both got each other off HARD as we always do! I think if I ever met her IRL, we’d be naked in 2 minutes flat! We really seem to connect, and I absolutely love getting down and dirty with her. She’s both the sweetest and naughtiest young thing on NF, and I hope I keep catching her on at the hours I’m ready to play! We have a nice little history, and it just keeps getting better.

And I guess that’s it! Bye for now!